Monday, November 21, 2005
WORKING.
All I'm eyeing for now, is a jacket; $109. Theres nothing else that I really need at the moment.
Went shopping; major money spending to be exact, with mum like 2 or 3 weeks ago. Bought mainly things that I need; therefore theres nothing much I'm looking out for. New pair of Nike Sneakers, couple of new shirts, a Billabong Wallet new pants etc. Yea!.. BUT, that very day I saw this freaking eyecatching NAVY DARK BLUE JACKET; Price Tag says $109. GAY.
Thats all that I want that money can buy now.
I dont know why, but I've been thinking about you more than usual these few days. As I work; doing sales talk till my lungs sore, but upon receiving my paycheck I would probably go on a spree; I realised, some things in this world are really PRICELESS. There will never be a price tag on you, there will never be a price to pay. Your heart that I once used to have, came freely and went as well. No matter how hard I work, no matter how much money I earn now, or in future; will never be enough to accomplish a dream, that I currently aim for; or perhaps, forever.
You're like a stranger to me; a stranger that I know and understand more than anyone else in this world.
I love you; I always do. I swear, one day, I will get you BACK.
Man, I dont know why I typed all those crap. I just ran my fingers on the keyboard with my feelings; nothing makes a difference anymore. Till date, I still dont understand why you left; I never will. My heart aches, I remember every single thing we did and things I said. Tears roll; but, no one cares. Ever.
KAREN. If only one day, you know how much I cried; for you. One day, one day, one day.. Waiting. <3
How Foolish I was.
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