Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!
yesterday
went to john's house for steamboat. reached at 3.30, and i was having the urge to play cs, so was hs.
karen, carey and eli arrived at 4.30. was pretty surprised that all three of them wore skirts. well, karen looks exceptionally pretty yesterday.. and i'm not saying that because she's my dear. =) well, at least at this very minute, she still is..
went to queenstown CC to play cs. hohoho, hs, know my AWP power now? wahhahaa.
the girls and zc went to play pool. i was a noob at pool though, but i did a few tyco shots and carey ks the rest.. -.- lol
virtual cop was nice, it was a old game and i kinda refreshed it in my mind. i can roughly still remember where those oppoents will come out. lol.
went back to john's hse for steamboat. not bad actually.
and dammit, i forgot Devil's Blue! missed like 30 mins of it. CA6 virus rocks more than SARS! and.. fear factor..maggots with cheese rocks! i would pay $50 to eat that.
decided to leave early, as john's parents were turning in early. headed towards esplanade; my third time there. =) and gosh, it was crowded.. but.. not really that bad.
due to the tsunami tragedy, everything was brought down. the mood, atmosphere, the celebration, fireworks, were brought down. but there was the countdown though. =)
"10 - 9 - 8 - 7 - 6 - 5 - 4 - 3 - 2 - 1 - 0 -- HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"
*hands shakes*
*hugs* (girls only)
*handphones beep beep!*
*ring ring; HAPPY NEW YEAR!*
and of course, i made my first wish of the year. i didnt wish for good health, neither did i wish for excellence in studies, nor money, nor fame, nor family, relatives etc.. all i was thinking at that very moment was.. *shhhh* cannot say, if not wont come true. -.-
all i wanted to do was to hug you tightly, and whisper 6 words into your ear, "happy new year" and "i love you"..
we left the area at around 12.30. reach mrt at like.. dunno wat time la, i think around 12.45? dunno.. but i was fucking pissed at that fucking MRT staff. okay, this was what happened.
they had to control the crowd entering the station, so they only let those passengers who were going towards boon lay or pasir ris to get aboard. i was heading to punggol, and all i ask was: is there any train going to punggol?
that question, means that i want to head to punggol, not boon lay or pasir ris. he pushed me back, simply not allowing me to go in. fucking bastard, i yelled back in his face, "mister, cant i take a cab from pasir ris mrt?"
hes so fucking stupid..he's just.. a fucker. i pushed my way thru the barriers, and he said, "i know what u're up to, dont try to be funny." i ignored him, and walked quickly to the escalators, thinking, "i'm not a clown, dammit."
as the escalator was going down, i saw him looking at me, and i was SOOO fucking angry that i gave him my middle finger, whispering to myself, "mother fucker".. that big loser had to go back to do his job, handling the crowd, so i got away pretty easy. but i'm very sure he saw my finger. -"FUCK YOU"
what a bad start for a new year.
and wah lao, u guys good lor, see ur boon lay train, all rush like mad, didnt even say byebye to me.. kaoz.. left me and zhangcheng. esp u lah, tong. !@#$%^& hahaha
well karen, at least u still have the heart to sms me lor. i thought u really forget about me liao.. =)
reached pasir ris at around 1.15. the bus interchange was closed, of course. i was surrounded by white sands building, in the middle of the night.
i managed to find my way to the main road. i waved for a cab. holy shit..are those driver BLIND or what?
can u believe it, i stood like a lamp-post, waving my left arm up and down, whenever a cab pass by.
and guess how long i waited? half an hour. 30 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god dammit, its soooo hard to get a cab. as i'm typing this, i can hardly believe it myself. 30 god damn minutes, its even longer then waiting for a bus, not to say a mrt.
it was like a sign of relieve when i finally got into a cab. there was a little bit of jam on the expressway, and the trip took around 25 minutes, while it usually took 15.
and karen.. thanks! =)
when i reach home, it was soo silent.. my parents all asleep.. i glanced at my watch, 2.10am. i've never reach home so late before in my life. lol. final good night message came in, and.. of cos, it was sleeping time.. zzz.
today
woke up at 12. so damn late.
went to IKEA to buy a lamp. i was getting headache due to my new specs and i cant hardly walk. so my dad hurrily bought what he needed, 2 lamps and a couple of screws, before leaving. i was feeling really bad, and i cant believe that i still havent got used to my new specs for over like.. 3 days? damn..
went to hair cut. once again, dammit. lol.. i clearly told the guy NOT TO touch my fringe. then, i saw him hold up my fringe and open the scissors, and before i can say stop, *snap* shit.. but lucky, cut a bit only, before i yelled at him. lol.. i hate to cut hair.. and karen knows why.. lol.
now, i'm trying to spin cards. i mean, spinning that card such that it'll go up an angle of like.. 70 degrees and returning to ur hand, like a boomerang. sounds impossible, but i've seen it before. right now, the card doesnt return back to my on my hands level, but my legs. (too low) this is gonna take some good practising.. =)
and last of all.. congrats to my friends, hansheng and carey. hey dude, treasure her more than ever, she gave u a chance and u must prove yourself. but..dont make the mistake i made. you know. =)
Love is like holding a bird in your hands. Hold it too loose, it'll fly away. Hold it too tight, you'll kill it. Hold it just right, and it'll stay with you, forever.
How Foolish I was.
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